The Simplest Life of Wei

I want to grow up.

2010-01-03T07:25:00.000-08:00

I did something terribly wrong today.

I got scolded and ask me to grow up, please.

I promised and I will keep my promise.

I will never do that stupid thing again to blow up my life.

I want to grow up.

Second day of 2010

2010-01-01T17:22:00.000-08:00

Yo Happy New Year to all of you and Welcome to the year 2010!

Today, the second day of 2010, let us forget about the sad things that happened in year 2009 and start all over again in year 2010~!

Yahoo~

The bad feeling has return...

2009-12-29T06:25:00.000-08:00

Congratulation! The bad feeling about that previous post I posted has return!!

I tried my very best to suppress my feeling from that time on and the bad feeling can't be suppress that long and it return 2 times! This is the second time!!

So, I'm going to suppress this bad feeling under my heart again even though my heart broken again this time... As I think too much about it...

Pray for me, I'm going to suppress this bad feeling for another two and half years, after my Uni life is over. I shall return to my hometown that time and do something about that. Two and half years, is quite a long time but I will try my very best to overcome this bad feeling, no matter what happen, although I'm going crazy about it.

The end of today story.

Something happened cannot be change!

2009-12-15T20:37:00.000-08:00

I haven't come to this blog for quite a long time...

I'm back to my hometown last 2 weeks ago. Before I return to my hometown I felt something bad was happening but I don't know what was that. Until I returned, I still felt weird but I don't know what is happening exactly, until last Friday.

Last Friday, I'm about depart from my house to a big shopping mall, because PC fair was there from that day until Sunday. I felt bored and then I go to internet and check something, like bills. I discovered something interesting but is quite sad for me. Then I found out it was happened quite a long time after I left my hometown from my last return. I kept convince myself with good words, but it didn't get over my head, so I going to prove it from that time.

I had proved something during the afternoon and my heart was broken till I can't convince myself anymore. Until the night, I proved something again and I cried a bit, then I acted like nothing was happened before. I know I can't act like this so I proved something again the next night, and I cried terribly during that night.

After all these things had happened, I try to accept it. Until today, I'm still trying. I know it is not easy to accept it even though myself cried another time this Monday, can you imagine how sad it would be. Until now, while I'm typing here, I feeling sad everyday, every hour, every minutes, every seconds and every moment. This has to be my carelessness so it does cause this happened. But I had decided I want to walk through this path, I won't give up so easily. I will last this thing as long as I can, not the pain in my heart anyway. I won't regret what I've done for now.

I still have many things to write here but I can't because some of it is my personal things that can't be reveal here. You may find out most of the thing i wrote here is unclear, then let it be.

For my friends, enjoy every single moment that you have, with no regrets.

A very good luck to my friends.

Sick!

2009-08-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

Huh! Sick?? Unfortunately, I fell sick last Sunday.

There is influenza A (H1N1) all around the world. Everyday I read news, the cases related to influenza A is raising in my country. Most of the school in my hometown closed for 1 weeks because only 2 to 3 students affected by the virus. See how strong is this virus.

Unfortunately, I feel sick on last Sunday. I got fever and cough, and suddenly I am so scared of death during that time. So I called my friend, Calvyn, to risked his life and bring me to the clinic. And then I got a body temperature test, the test showed 37.5 degree Celsius to me. I think it is quite high, but doctor said 37.8 to 38 degree only have to go to general hospital and quarantine by them, and I am almost around the level, scary.

Luckily, after I slept for 2 to 3 hours after back from clinic, my fever gone, but cough still remaining until now. *Coughing*

I hope I can get rid of this stupid coughing time asap, this makes me hard to talk with my friends. And also my mouth ulcer, makes me hard to take food, even brush teeth!

At last, I'm looking forward to a car. =)

Microsoft offers free anti-virus

2009-06-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

According to BBC News, Microsoft will release their trial version of free anti-virus soon later. The trial of free anti-virus only available in US, Brazil, China and Israel initially as they only produces 75,000 of the trial version. And they said that the free anti-virus will available in other countries in later this year.

-Original Source: Microsoft offers free anti-virus

What do you think of free anti-virus that programmed by Microsoft themselves? Is it good or bad?

I think the free anti-virus should be included in the latest product of Microsoft Windows, Windows 7, or the trial version should be open for everyone, not only for selected countries, so that we can try out the performance of its.

Symantec, AVG, etc... The popular security software company, can challenge with the free anti-virus by Microsoft now.

Kota Kinabalu

2009-06-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

http://www.kotakinabalu.com

I just found out this website today! I don't even know have this website before until today! Surprise~

Since I have found this website, I am so missing my hometown KK... I wish to be there as fast as possible!

Can stay at home with family, hang out with girlfriend and family, hang out with my old pals, meet my ex-tutor.. a lot more.

I felt I'm being weird around these days, but I don't know why. Luckily I back to normal as I am!

I am simple person. Just be normal, don't like special. =)

English class

2009-03-25T09:41:00.001-07:00

Today, my first day of English class during semester 2. I have confident in getting a good result on all the subjects that I taken in semester except English.

English, this language for me is a tough problem. I have problem in communicate with people by speaking English during secondary school. This is because I study in a Private Chinese Primary school then I don’t used to be talking to anyone else by English that time, even though in my last year of secondary school, I still unable to communicate in English.

After I have further my study in University, then I start to speak English with some of my friends because some of them don’t understand mandarin(My language in communicate with most of my friend). It’s lucky that they able to understand what I’m talking. But sometime when I’m talking to my Indian friends, I can’t hear them clearly, but I still able to understand what are they talking about.

In this new English class, my lecturer is fun. She always making fun during class, even in the first day. I have a good memory in this lecturer because I don’t feel bored during lecture.

I remembered just now she gave us a piece of paper to filled in all the information and profile of us, and there is a question about our speaking & writing in English. There are 5 options in the question, they are excellent, good, average, weak, poor. I had chosen ‘weak’ in speaking & writing among the 5 options. I felt that my English in speaking & writing are very very weak. That’s why I worried about my English class now.

My lecturer was given us a list of website about news, research and information. She advise us to read newspaper or online news to know more about general knowledge such as current issues. I found that very useful in improving my English and I hope that is works for me.

At last, neither I hope, nor wish. I must archive a good result in English subject, other subjects and also my further studies!

A new life begin

2009-03-20T12:06:00.001-07:00

Finally, come back to school and wait for the second semester of my foundation studies. I have many aim on this semester, I hope I can archive all these. First of it is, be concentrate during classes, review after classes, before bed. But the most important is, I wish to finish this semester faster and proceed to degree studies that which I waiting for long time! And perhaps ‘the plan’ after this semester will run smoothly.

Good day, miss you.

Testing Windows Live Writer

2009-01-09T03:10:00.001-08:00

This article posted just to test my new installed software named Windows Live Writer. Using a web browser to post isn’t convenience for me because connection here very slow and cannot connect sometimes.

=D Happy reading, even though poor language/grammar and less articles are presented here. =P

Help? Care?

2008-12-28T06:24:00.000-08:00

I had search the whole blogspot today.. Actually is through some keyword search in google search..

Eventually, I found a girl blogspot address and I read hers blog.
Then direct to another blog which actually I want to read. By reading 'HIS' blog, I kept thinking that is that possible I care about help from now? I felt so sad while reading his post because some bad incident covered his life before. And I almost 2 weeks didn't see him around me.

Losing a friend is such a bad thing to have.. He said, his existence cause miserable to everyone around him. I don't felt that way.. Anyway, I would to help him.

Where should I start? I scared.. When we face to face then have nothing to say.

Anyway I will try my best to help him..

A special day to remember 20 January 2009 cited from his blog, I don't know why is so special in this day but I will wait for it to come, might be something bad to him.
As he said, as a christian, god bless you.

Please be strong!! Friends always around you when you need them. Don't be invisible to everyone. We all care about you even though you did something bad to 'HER'. I think she really forgive you, don't think so much just concentrate on your study. If you overcome the date you mentioned, you have a long way to go, please be positive. "There have no right to let other people to take over your life, unless you don't need it anymore."

-End-

Memorable..

2008-10-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

A short post for today.

This afternoon at 4pm something, I received a call from my mum during class, she told me that my grandparent passed away in few minutes ago... I hang up before after two 'OK' before she finishing our conversation and went to toilet. I cried in the toilet.. within 1 minute. After that I realized if I do cry now and my grandparent know it, she won't feel happy about that so I stopped it.

After awhile, I went back to class and continue my research for my English final exam. My friend, he accompany me play game while I'm down on that time, actually not really down but sad. My girlfriend, comfort me with hers cutie voice after that.

Going back to my hometown again the next day after this, means tomorrow. To prepare for my grandparent passed away things...

A short post today, thank you.

Experiences..

2008-10-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

Hi all, this is my second post. In this post, I want to write about my girlfriend, what I had faced on last week.

My girlfriend, her nickname is Cat. Cat doesn’t mean Cat(Meow), but is from her name Catherine, so everyone that know her will call her Cat. My girlfriend, nothing special just an ordinary girl in hers world, my world and also this world. I am so thankful that she accompany me spend through the hardest(can say so) in my life last week. About last week… my next paragraph will write about what was happened last week, so please refer to my next paragraph. My girlfriend Cat, is my first girlfriend, and I also wish that she will be my last girlfriend, be my wife as well. I can’t express what I feel of her in blog, so I might stop here.

Now I continue my next paragraph. As I mentioned before, this time I will write about the difficulties I had faced last week. Last week, 20-26 of October 2008, a hard week. Almost all the assignments due dated on Friday. My friend and I had rushed for our group assignment which titled Innovation and Change but not managed to hand in on time because when we want to pass it up to our lecturer, our lecturer said she had a meeting before this and the head of this subject made some changes to our group assignment. So, we forced to be re-edit our assignment… Actually, this is last minute work, so my friend and I don’t expect will get higher mark but at least we had pass it up on next day by no sleep the whole day to finish it.

All all the assignments, included Programming, Innovation and Change which I mentioned in paragraph two and Information Technology, my friends and I had pass it up on time, and we had a nice bed time on that day.

After all these assignment had passed, I have to go back to my hometown from campus where Kuching to Kota Kinabalu. Why I need to go back? I am sad to heard about from my mum last week Monday, she said that my grandparent having liver cancer and not last long for 1 to 2 weeks, so I managed to go back and visit my grandparent in the hospital.

After I went back to my hometown, first thing I have to do is sleep because hospital not open at midnight =.= After that, I fetched my girlfriend from work and bring her along to visit my grandparent. When I saw my grandparent in hospital, my heart soured and I want to cry most of the time. But I forced myself to show my strength of mind not let my tears come out from my eyes. Obviously, I never let my tears come out when faced to my grandparent, but tears did came out when talking about my grandparent with my girlfriend, and she saw me cried.

On Sunday, I was asked my parents to visit my grandparent again in afternoon. After we arrived to visit her, not long after that my grandparent felt hard to breath suddenly. My dad came over and looked at my grandparent, all of us scared there might something happen suddenly so that my dad managed to called all my auntie and uncles come over hospital to visit my grandparent. After all, the bad incident didn’t happen and my grandparent changed to another room to recuperate which my parents already asked for long time ago and now only managed to moved in.. At night, my grandparent seems like usual, nothing special event happened, just like that then passed over until morning. Next day in the morning, my girlfriend and parents sent me to airport to go back to campus to study.

The end of my story for last week only on this post.

I wish all of you treasure what is in your hand now and be happy everyday.

Happy 2 months to us me and my girlfriend =)

Wei's Blog officially open for now!

2008-10-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

Hi all, I'm Wei. You guys can call me Wei.

This blog actually open for the diary of mine for my life. I have a simple life in the world now. Now, I would like to post something new and fresh to my blog. Hope guys can support me!

I officially announce that The Simplest Life of Wei blog had open for public internet surf-er.

My English isn't so good, grammar also not really good. So that, I hope my reader won't mind about this. Probably I will include English, Malay and Chinese languages in my blog. I hope I can improve my writing skill in English while I'm writing this blog.

I'm trying to avoid using improper English words on this blog. =)

My introduction for my blog and me until here, the end.